Kurai Extravaganza

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Kurai Extravaganza

I no longer even understand the signals my body sends. it took me about five miniutes to realize that it was hunger that i felt. I didn't even realize it. Funny, but distorted.

I tell you what frightens me, and you tell me about your math.

'This is no great illusion

 When I'm with you I'm looking for a ghost

 Or invisible reasons to fall out of love

 Or run screaming from our home'

Why do I even bother, to look for this ghost? It doesn't care.

Why try telling you, if you run away from it? If it disgusts you, than I'll handle it alone. But it's part o...

And once again I was keeping my mouth shut.

'Zeit,daß wir uns endlich sprechen.

 Zeit, das Schweigen zu durchbrechen.

 Du kennst mich. Ja, du kennst mich.'

'Wirklichfrei macht wahrscheinlich nur der Wahnsinn.

 Doch zum Wahnsinn fehlt mir der Mut.

 So spiel ich die Starke und tu was ich tu,

 als wär dieses Leben mehr als Täuschung, Irrtum, Betrug.

 Als wär nichts, nichts, gar nichts genug.'

I'm gonna shed me some skin,

Get me real real slim,

I want to feels my bones on your bones,

Scared of the scale, we are stuck in a scarytale. We haven't a desire to get out. Isn't that funny? It's more scary to get out, once the thoughts creep back in. You only have to stand upon the scale to fall back again.s of g

And we thought we weren't in deep... Thoughts of getting out easily are false. It is fake to believe you ...

"I made an appointment for you at two 'o clock,

 Will you be able to show up?"

I believe it is a sign of being well-mannered to include two people in making an appointment, to say: to include both parties. Just issuing a paper commanding me to show up  is not an appointment. The exact definition of the word is 'an arrangement to meet a person or be at a place at a certain time'. In this case, an arrangement is not made, one is simply commanded. ...

Curiosity killed the cat, they say. It certainly did not kill me. Strangly enough... But whatever the case may be, I always want to know more about it. I want to know the 'why' behind all things. Even if no one understands the answer.

Even if the case is especially sad or gruesome. It only fuels the curiosity.

I keep wondering, why would anyone write the end to her own story. Abruptly, without meaning. A grand departure. At what point loses one interest i...

Ionia Nisia

Saw the king of Hades ever

One of the rocks?

Laid Posseidon eyes on the

Green grass of the shore?

Can you recall Sundays

Spent in this summer heat

While dozing off,

Seeing myths in the sun

Can you catch the beauty

Of wild paradise

Inside a frame

Modelled after Elysion

It’s a tragedy

With two-faced masks

Which brought me here

Un...

Back and forth; arogant anddemure.

Big yellowbird inside a cage, can you imagine escaping. Locking up myself again. With clipped wings, no bird can fly away. Darkness always sets in early when we head towards the winter.

Still striving for perfection.

It is easier to find, when your world is small. It is easier to find inside the cage.  

And I will act as a child, zip my mouth, eat the key.

I wo...